Here is a list of things that i need 2 do...
1. Gain a better relationship with my credit...
***my credit is my family....it has always been there for me and i can't believe i took advantage
of it...i feel bad, now it feels like my enemy :(***

2. I need a better, more private location (personal & business)
****so, need to gain a better relationship with my savings****

3. I need 2 network with other people more

4. I need 2 "lock in" more often

...Just read a post from Diddy on twitter!!! I knew there was a reason why i had him as one of my heroes on myspace.com.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThYrOZmrqFY

...Diddy suggests that u do a "lock-in" and guess wut? that's wut ya' girl is about 2 do!!! cuz, that's wuts up!!!

Ya' girl is hotter than lava rocks baby!!!

Also, last month....i found a website that had a posting of [one of my other hereos] Jay-Z's Secret for Personal Success...

I wrote it down in my perpetual planner for dummy's [which i luv, by the way] in the notes section....I broke it down this way:

1. Be your own biggest fan.

2. Take control of your work....do your best 2 make it hot---then "let go"....do everything to make it right, then let go....it's outta your control now...

3. Focus on the process and not the results--Have fun!!

4. Never act on your fears!! Don't make decisions based on fears or ego!!

5. Use money the right way...money should give u freedom 2 do wut u luv...

*i personally like private vip parties because i luv being around people, traveling, shopping

and helping people*

6. Don't stop growing!!!

1. I will not compromise...I will accomplish everything energetically...
2. I will plan my life...
3. I will find the combination 2 my personal lock of success...
4. I will stay focus...picture me ballin'!!!

accomplishments:

2day my addable pic got 1,024 pic comments on the myspace addable application... http://www.myspace.com/ahyajriah

also, i reached 108 followers on twitter... http://twitter.com/ahyajriah

I do this as often as I can...just forget everything....it's not worth it!!!

Anyway, so 2day...i figured i need a new blender to make smoothies and a new coffe machine that's small enough 2 take 2 work...i got my new ipod and new laptop already...so now i needed those 2 things....so i went out and got it...and picked up some shoes while i was doing it....

Plus, the clamp on my chain had been broken 4 2wks...and i feel so naked without my baby...so i put her in the shop....[the "her" is my chain---keep up, lol]...

I feel pretty good...now time 4 that gym membership and i'll be straight... :D

That's coming up next week...

What will you do nice for yourself 2day? Spa, Massage, Shopping?

Everyone needs something in their life... :DDD

2day was a a slow day...but it started off crazy...jus realized the carpet cleaners will be here 2morrow, instead of wed...[why did i take off my watch? i know i must be tired]

anyway, it was boring...but i feel loved and not alone...even though i am alone...thanks 2 my internet friends on myspace.com/ahyajriah and twitter.com/ahyajriah and facebook.com/ahyajriah...i will never be lonely...though i am alone...

why do i feel loved?
i feel loved because people keep telling me that God worked overtime when he created me...[which is could possibly be blasephamy]...and that their dream girl do exist....

....but there is nothing like real love and a real man's touch...these cats just keep blowin' my head up...which is not good 4 me, if i let it get 2 me...

why do am i alone?
because i'm single and i haven't found the right guy that's going 2 treat me right for life....

why was 2day boring?
because the only place i went 2 was starbucks 2 get me some coffee...
but at least i had very little drama 2day...
i didn't have anyone performing an exorcism on me or cursing me out...
so that's good...thank u God!!! :D

why was 2day busy?
because i got a lot of *hit in my room that needed 2 be taken out 4 these *amn carpet cleaners!!!!
i feel like i did a 24hr, full-body work out and i'm tired...

....but back 2 my friends at twitter.com/ahyajriah... :)
...tweetdeck needs 2 stop messing up on me and stalling!!! :(

2day...before the crack of day...i was chillin' when i was rudely interrupted by negativity...i hate negativity!!! So, i'm just giving the "i hate negativity" vibe [which can be felt for miles and miles] and then i was accused of being "the devil".....but how? when i just simply asked....well, did anything positive happen 2day? how hard is it 2 answer that....shoot, i'm try'na get the conversation back on a more positive track...i mean bottom line....i hate hearing anything negative and awful about my brother who's in california struggling 2 raise 2 children [esp.when he's so deep into financial trouble that i can't, at the moment, help him...so i don't know why people don't "get it"...

So, I was called a devil and then a faux exorcism was attempted....wtf?

Anyways, back 2 "being ahyajriah"...later on that day...i'm chillin' once again...and came in contact with this person and apparently, i was giving off that "you're phony and i don't give a *uck about you" vibe...

*history lesson and explanation:
1. this person has "acceptance" issues and it shows through her fake "bubbly" persona.
2. this person visibly tries too hard 2 be accepted and its nauseating to watch...i'm human
3. i hate phony people
4. this person likes a guy who a child and several other chicks on the side besides the
mother
5. the guy that this person likes is an associate of mine who has bought me lunch a couple of
times as such
6. the guy is constantly "roasting" the girl and treating her like *hit
7. when he treats her like *hit she looks at me to see if i am laughing...90% of the time-i was
not
8. when she made an inquiry, i was honest...and she probably assumed that the guy likes
me better than her....
9. her "hateration" [haha] became verbally apparent shortly after the inquiry and i could
then tell that she didn't like me...
10. half this girl's family are cops


.....back 2 the story, so i'm chillin'....someone's cleaning the air ducts....it got dusty...i sprayed lysol...the girl stated she was going 2 leave if i spayed anymore...i told her that she could...gave her time to do so...she said...she didn't want 2...i sprayed more and got called, dumb "b" and a**hole and blah, blah, blah...then she said that she would woop my *ss...although i'm 5'7 almost 5'8 and she's 5'5 and overweight...she keep "egging" me on...clearly, she's depressed and want someone 2 woop her *ss....i'm smarter than that...i know this....but 2day....she wasn't going 2 pull me into her depressed state of being and then call one of her cop o'mailey [sp?] relatives to come and arrest me because i annialated her with one hit...she must've thought i was stupid...
...the girl has a child by a father who isn't there, she has a successful long distant boyfriend that met her when she was skinny and my guess is that he probably doesn't want her unattractive *ss....so she smokes marijuanna and hang out with any random black guy she comes in contact with....sucks 2 be her!!! hahaha!!!
oh, yeah....the girl smokes cigarettes!!!!