Been watching MJ tributes and videos all night...RIP Michael Jackson...

Right now ahyajriah is working on her ego...her main flaw...so much so, that it has cost her literally $30,000...anything that costs you money or your dream must be taken care of immediately...

i've been meaning to take care of this thing for years...but have, up in til now, been unsuccessful...and now since sleep seems to dislike me due to my inflated ego, the decision for today was to googled/yahooed exercises to deflate ego [especially because this inflated ego had me crying for NO good reason and i hate crying!!!!! it's stupid to me, unless someone has died or something of that nature]

...and now ahyajriah has the solution...and that is, get rid of the "I" in her vocabulary...:D hooraaaaaaaay!!!!!!! beginning 2 smell a new beginning 4 ahyajriah!!!!

here's just some of the links i used :D

Right now, I have 2 work on my grown woman skills...this means i am going 2 have 2 make some tough decisions on how i want 2 run my life....by first asking the question....how do u want 2 run your life and then making the decision to consistly run your life the way u see fit 2 run it...i would prefer 2 run my life so that it is filled with success and happiness....now 2 make the grown woman decision of how i am going 2 accomplish and achieve this 'grown woman goal' of mine...