Been watching MJ tributes and videos all night...RIP Michael Jackson...

Right now ahyajriah is working on her ego...her main flaw...so much so, that it has cost her literally $30,000...anything that costs you money or your dream must be taken care of immediately...

i've been meaning to take care of this thing for years...but have, up in til now, been unsuccessful...and now since sleep seems to dislike me due to my inflated ego, the decision for today was to googled/yahooed exercises to deflate ego [especially because this inflated ego had me crying for NO good reason and i hate crying!!!!! it's stupid to me, unless someone has died or something of that nature]

...and now ahyajriah has the solution...and that is, get rid of the "I" in her vocabulary...:D hooraaaaaaaay!!!!!!! beginning 2 smell a new beginning 4 ahyajriah!!!!

here's just some of the links i used :D

Right now, I have 2 work on my grown woman skills...this means i am going 2 have 2 make some tough decisions on how i want 2 run my life....by first asking the question....how do u want 2 run your life and then making the decision to consistly run your life the way u see fit 2 run it...i would prefer 2 run my life so that it is filled with success and happiness....now 2 make the grown woman decision of how i am going 2 accomplish and achieve this 'grown woman goal' of mine...

Right now...I'm under alot of stress and putting myself under alot of pressure....Hopefully everything works out and I just ignore all of the ignorant things that surround me....Hopefully, I can take my own advice and let the negativity make me stronger....Kill em' with SUCCESS!!!! :D

Here is a list of things that i need 2 do...
1. Gain a better relationship with my credit...
***my credit is my family....it has always been there for me and i can't believe i took advantage
of it...i feel bad, now it feels like my enemy :(***

2. I need a better, more private location (personal & business)
****so, need to gain a better relationship with my savings****

3. I need 2 network with other people more

4. I need 2 "lock in" more often

...Just read a post from Diddy on twitter!!! I knew there was a reason why i had him as one of my heroes on myspace.com.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThYrOZmrqFY

...Diddy suggests that u do a "lock-in" and guess wut? that's wut ya' girl is about 2 do!!! cuz, that's wuts up!!!

Ya' girl is hotter than lava rocks baby!!!

Also, last month....i found a website that had a posting of [one of my other hereos] Jay-Z's Secret for Personal Success...

I wrote it down in my perpetual planner for dummy's [which i luv, by the way] in the notes section....I broke it down this way:

1. Be your own biggest fan.

2. Take control of your work....do your best 2 make it hot---then "let go"....do everything to make it right, then let go....it's outta your control now...

3. Focus on the process and not the results--Have fun!!

4. Never act on your fears!! Don't make decisions based on fears or ego!!

5. Use money the right way...money should give u freedom 2 do wut u luv...

*i personally like private vip parties because i luv being around people, traveling, shopping

and helping people*

6. Don't stop growing!!!

1. I will not compromise...I will accomplish everything energetically...
2. I will plan my life...
3. I will find the combination 2 my personal lock of success...
4. I will stay focus...picture me ballin'!!!

accomplishments:

2day my addable pic got 1,024 pic comments on the myspace addable application... http://www.myspace.com/ahyajriah

also, i reached 108 followers on twitter... http://twitter.com/ahyajriah

I do this as often as I can...just forget everything....it's not worth it!!!

Anyway, so 2day...i figured i need a new blender to make smoothies and a new coffe machine that's small enough 2 take 2 work...i got my new ipod and new laptop already...so now i needed those 2 things....so i went out and got it...and picked up some shoes while i was doing it....

Plus, the clamp on my chain had been broken 4 2wks...and i feel so naked without my baby...so i put her in the shop....[the "her" is my chain---keep up, lol]...

I feel pretty good...now time 4 that gym membership and i'll be straight... :D

That's coming up next week...

What will you do nice for yourself 2day? Spa, Massage, Shopping?

Everyone needs something in their life... :DDD